So What Is Happening?

The virus we are all going through is devastating to mè.  I havestayed in my homè 2 or 3 weeks.  I just go to doctor,s appointments.  I am going out tomorrow for my annual mammeogram hoping I won,t have breast cancèr again.

I may bè frivolous but I wish I couĺd go on a shopping trip.  I would get one of those beautìful bags., also some cosmètics.  There is nòthing that makes me feel good than shopping and of course a good medical report.

I,live is what I want to shout to the world! I hàve bouts òf depression but I am not suicidal becaùse I know that other thingß will come my way.  I alßò have my beautiful daughter and grandaughter.  Alßo a caring husband.

Wish me luck and blessings to you.

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Journey Goes On

So I haven,t been writing. I nearly gave up. I couĺdn,t seem to get it together. HOWever this viŕus is sométhing that affects us all. I am wearing thé mask, wiping everthing with wet and wipes and washing my hands more.I am staying in and haven,t gone out since Monday when I saw my doctor for medicatioñ.

I hope we can come together and help each other. I am stressed I am going back to what I call my tools.
That is reading, playiñg music
My keyboard, exercising if just dancing around the house.
I like reading organizing, books dealing with stress I belong to a group onFacebook that is called depression and anxiety. It helps.

I hope this helps some. May God be with us.

Heŕe I Go Again

So Ì havent written in awhilè.  I don,t think my last posting showed  That,s my life.  I wonder i I am being myself half the time.  I fight hating and getting angry.  So what if a lady did not speak or smile to me. Who am I? Somebody who will not smile or speak because I don,t like to be snubbed.

However I know there are frieñdly people in mý world.  I get so irritable with my mate. We are together all day and both senior citizens.  I can,t get used to this age thing.  I let the young woman rule and play my cds.  I like rhythm and blues.  I also like the show Growing Up Hip Hop. I don,t likè shows that are sex and violence.

I am disgusted with politics and find Donald Trump insulting.  I think he may stay in òfficè because a lot of people are not satisfied with this disified nation.  Any comments on this are welcomed

 

bba.

The Journey

So a part of the journey has ended.  MY doctor Ive seen for years has retired I went n to see him today.  He is a good man and even though  i wont be seeing him he is a part of me and My thoughts .

I feel serene and peaceful.  There is another side of me that will guide me.  I am waiting to meet her when all of me is together.  I will keep in touch.

Where am I?

So you like the color of my skin a bit light skin. My hair I wear straight or curly. You say my legs are sexy

You wonder why I am so quiet almost sad.  It,s because you don,t see the woman underneath  I am afraid to express myself. I didn,t get to where I am now.  It is not by my looks but hard work jobs or being a housework.

I refused to become a sex symbol and was harrased.  I knew though I wouldn,t be the strong woman I am.  A man did tell me that my strength was my beauty. That made me feel great.  That is great and makes me fulfilled.

 

A Little About Me

I found myself and I really like me. Hating and jealousy makes me miserble.  I say to myself everyday that I am blessed.  To some I have a lot and to some a little.  I ts a lot to me.

There was a time in life that I had less.  I was in a rut but I knew I would have more someday I do now.  I can go shoping and do other things. I have a problem though.  I can,t seem to walk around my nèighberhood  I was met by some dogs one time.  I didn,t get or anythng but I have to get enough courage and build up energy and confidence

I don,t know why I have anxiety panic episodes but I know that I will come out of it.

 

 

 

 

So where am I

I am in the proçess of organizing or just getting rid of junk.  I never thought I would get rid of makeup but here I am sorting and realize some are, old or just to dark or I never use.

After my husband pointed out that the makeup was to dark or dripped under my eyes I decided less is more.

However I also donated or threw away  clothes and other things.  I still have more work to do.  I do this whenever my rooms began to look  like a goodwill store.  I feel better now and hopefully I won,t shop and replace these thngs that I don,t need.

Good day and here,s to minimum.

This Is Me

I haven,t posted in a while.  I could not seem to get it together.  However I decided to just write whatever.  Please forgive me if I make errors.  I decided to take the day off and not to worry about housework or hobbies that I call tools for stress.

I will eventually go out and look in the stores and reward myself with fast food.  I do this about once a week.  It keeps me from feeling like a recluse that doesn,t know what,s going on in the world.  The tv gives me some insight and news.

I have learned not to always bèlieve what I read about the stars.  I noticed that these so called beautiful and rich people marriages don,t last long.  So I try not to copy them but learn from them.

I think Jada Pinket Smith has a lot of depth to her as well as beàuty and I admire a few others in the news.  I admire Hillary Clinton, Kamala Harris, and Nancy Pelosi.  Also Michelle Obama.  I am reading her book, Becoming Me

Well I have to close now but must tell you that I càn be fragile but become strong and rise above things.