They engulf me like a thief in the night, the dark clouds of depression.
I stay in this dark place ,almost immobilized, unable to cope or do a thing.
I’m afraid that these thoughts that keep coming to me negative that they are, may lead to insanity. So I sink into my bed trying to put them out of my mind.
I know the beautiful thoughts are there waiting to give me life but I wonder if they will come or is it just a high that may come. I’m afraid but I know this will pass and I will live again
shalilah2002 
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Thank you for sharing your words. I know it’s not easy to let them out. But I wanted to let you know that your words matter, and I hope you will continue to work through this. Things aren’t always as bad as they seem – and you are not alone.
-OP
Depression can be a difficult and frustrating thing. It can immobolize you are the most inconvient times and make you question every concrete part of your life. I’m glad you know it’s temporary and seemed to be somewhat optimistic about it. As someone who also suffers from depression I know how hard it can be. Keep your head up and keep fighting the fight. You’re not alone in this.
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Sorry to hear you’re feeling this way, Shalilah. I hope it passes soon–and that you find the help you need.
Thank you for caring. I am better already. Today I even gave myself a hair wash and wrap.
That’s good to hear. Be well!