I found myself and I really like me. Hating and jealousy makes me miserble.  I say to myself everyday that I am blessed.  To some I have a lot and to some a little.  I ts a lot to me.

There was a time in life that I had less.  I was in a rut but I knew I would have more someday I do now.  I can go shoping and do other things. I have a problem though.  I can,t seem to walk around my nèighberhood  I was met by some dogs one time.  I didn,t get or anythng but I have to get enough courage and build up energy and confidence

I don,t know why I have anxiety panic episodes but I know that I will come out of it.