This Is Me

I haven,t posted in a while.  I could not seem to get it together.  However I decided to just write whatever.  Please forgive me if I make errors.  I decided to take the day off and not to worry about housework or hobbies that I call tools for stress.

I will eventually go out and look in the stores and reward myself with fast food.  I do this about once a week.  It keeps me from feeling like a recluse that doesn,t know what,s going on in the world.  The tv gives me some insight and news.

I have learned not to always bèlieve what I read about the stars.  I noticed that these so called beautiful and rich people marriages don,t last long.  So I try not to copy them but learn from them.

I think Jada Pinket Smith has a lot of depth to her as well as beàuty and I admire a few others in the news.  I admire Hillary Clinton, Kamala Harris, and Nancy Pelosi.  Also Michelle Obama.  I am reading her book, Becoming Me

Well I have to close now but must tell you that I càn be fragile but become strong and rise above things.

 

 

Ending & Beginninģ

So the yeaŕ is ending.  I look at it as anticipating the new year.  I have been practing the tools for health.  Theu are  exercise,  grooming like everyday fixing my hair and makeup and eatting healthy, also lose weight.

I play my keyboard to relieve stress.  I must confess I look to the stars and enjoy the fashions and different looks.  I am a senior citizen but sometimes inside  I feel young.  Even so I am no Cardi B or black China I can find something in me that is like them.  I keep up with the tomes.

I think politics is crazy even though I look at CNN everyday and the news.  I realize that America is divertsified nation.  I pray that I don,t hate but understand.

Goodby for now and have a prosperous New Yeaŕ.

The nation and Looking On

I have become negative an depressed sometimes panicky. I think it is awful for a person to cry inside feeling helpless.

I tlold myself not to turn on the news today. Iam nervous listening to it. What has my country become , politicins stabing each other, shootings in school, malls, and driveby shootings.  Then bo,mbing places or shooting people because they are worshiping i n a place they choose and are a diferent race.

Can I get some feedback to give me hope.bless you .

 

Fun and serious

I usually write serious.  However I like fun things like makeup, fashion, and shopping.  Yesterday I went to the Dollar store and hamburger stand.  It was a major step for me.  I hadn,t planned to go, have to do this and that.  I just decided to get together in about 20 minutes and went out.  I stopped what I call my ocd and it worked.

Now I can stay in and do some things.  At the present time I am watching Hoarder.  I am taking things out of drawers and throwing them away.  At the end of summer -when the weather is cool I will be donating clothes.  That show has that effect on me. Well have a great day.  I think I,ll play some music.  Kelly Clarkson and Aretha Frànklin.

The Same Old Dress

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She wears the same old dress. She doesn’t have time to fix herself up. She gives all to her husband and her three children. She’s busy cleaning and cooking and taking care of the kids.

They occasionally go out but she never buys anything new to wear or go to the beauty shop or bother with makeup. Her husband has his night out with the boys and she stays home with the kids.

She notices that some of the women take care of their families but they have girls night out and wonder how some of them have the latest hairstyles, makeup and wear cute clothes. She puts those thoughts out because her kids and husband comes first and thinks she would be being frivolous spending money on herself.

However she notices that sometimes her husband has a wandering eye and looks at the other women in the neighborhood and…

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